It is not a short love

The First day

When I saw you

You entered from my eyes

And stayed in my heart

My heart was happy

To feel you in each beat

It was like that

A dream of ages

Came true in my life

I was searching a true love

That starts from heart

And never ends

That was you ; My love

The First love in my life

Who gave me all the happiness

That I never had in my life before .

Who knows what happens tomorrow

So I didn't

When a tsunami came in my life

And swept away

All my happiness .

Time is crual

It's just a month

I had a good time in my life

And now you know it

Everything gone .

The last night

I was walking to you

Wearing those clothes

You picked to me a couple days ago

Eagerly I wanted to hear

"Nice" you saying to me

But it was not in my destiny

Just like this

I loose my love

I loose my life

I loose everything

Poor me : what could I do

I cried and still crying

Nobody cares me

It's okay

I just want to ask my mom

Why she gave me a flowery heart

Into my iron body ,

I can't but wish to commit sucide

So no grief can touch me .

I naver take my life as a joke

And today

My life made a big joke of me .

Now I knew ;

It was never a love to you

But still it's a love to me

Thatswhy it's not my last poem of life

I'm not committing sucide the next morning

Still there is a hope

A new sun will arise on our love

It is not a short love .